flying, drinking, and aimless wandering
I could have sworn I wrote something… granted, it’s entirely possible that I wrote something and then never actually updated it…
Oh, right… I wrote it in a text document because I didn’t have internet at the time…
Here’s how the trip has gone so far:
We left Okinawa just fine, got to Tokyo (to Narita) and fortunately didn’t have to do the silly transfer-to-Haneda thing. Left out from there on-time, and now I’m (only) about three hours into the eleven-hour flight to Chicago.
So, I ordered a vodka-and-OJ from the flight attendant lady, and she told me that she’d be “back in a minute” because she had to go get vodka. Well, about ten or fifteen minutes go by (or half an hour… I was reading my magazine and lost track of time, I’d glance up every now and then to look for her, but didn’t see her around). So, by the time another flight attendant came around to pick up trash, I tell her, “Hey, ma’am, I’m still
waiting for a vodka and some orange juice.” She comes back a couple minutes later and says, “The other lady forgot about you, but she said to tell you she’s sorry. As a matter of fact, she bought you another drink.” And proceeds to supply me with two mini-bottles of Absolut and double-cups of OJ.
I was happy. It was completely unnecessary, but quite welcome.
The point of this (that wasn’t it)–that is, the thought that got me to drag out my laptop and work on typing something up–is this. I’m reading through this month’s issue of “Wired” and I’m noticing a trend. There were a couple articles about various people doing various things–one of them was Hulu, the internet-based video-sharing site that makes certain broadcast network’s shows and movies freely available on the web. In the article, it says that the idea came to fruition because of a childhood experience. As a 10-year-old
child, the guy would run home every day to watch “Speed Racer” at 3:30. He said that it didn’t matter what he was doing, he’d always run home for it, and if he was late, he’d miss it. That turned, a couple decades later, into the idea that given the amount of choice the modern child has, no ten-year-old is going to rush home to catch a TV show, so TV should be more readily available.
Another article in the same magazine comes from a woman, an anthropologist, who ignited/incited her career as a result of an ides scribbled on the back of a cocktail napkin. Her idea: “How do I make anthropology relevant to the military?” (Fine, so that’s really a question, not an idea).
I’ve always been jealous of people who can identify something within their life that dictates the course of their future. The people who knew at ten years old exactly what they wanted to be when they grew up. The people who, whether through actual self-awareness or just through diligent stubbornness, picked one thing and stuck with it until it put them in a position to actually accomplish something. Just being able to identify a goal and have the discipline to keep working toward it no matter how many times something comes up that would otherwise make you (me) change your (my) mind about continuing in that direction–granted, a recent post on Tim Ferris’ blog (or Zen Habits?) tells me that it’s not a matter of determination at all, but instead it’s a
matter of maintaining motivation. Either way, when you don’t know where you’re going, it’s hard to motivate yourself to get there.
I guess that’s been me all along. I find a path, but instead of doggedly following it no matter what, I hit a bit of a roadblock, or find a muddy spot and turn to head off in a different direction, because all the roads lead -somewhere- and I really don’t have a specific destination in mind.
Is that a bad thing?

